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Sorry for not blogging. I wanted to keep this blog as peachy as possible, but I need to release my angst at times, too. So, yes, this is the peach blog. My angst blog is http://www.the-red-hoodie.tumblr.com/ . Regardless, I’m back from my holiday.

1) Everybody wins
2) We are all in this together
3) Don’t get discouraged
4) Don’t be a dick about it
5) Don’t EVER take it for granted

APPLY: TO LIFE AND LOVE 

The reason why we dislike is because we think something is unacceptable. We should not live the life as someone else’s conscience or live in unhealthy, heavy regret. Accept those around you for how they live and who they are. 

From here on, I will believe that the level of love I feel towards someone is equally how that person feels towards me. In past experiences, I learned that a single moment of doubt ruins everything. Squeeze out all your love from your one and only heart.

If you want to live a better perspective, then become open-minded. Don’t push those who care for you away. If you don’t want to be hurt, make it hurt less by loving back.

During this Christmas holiday, I’ve realized a lot of things. One of them, the fact that I gather realizations and experiences to be a better person while having a breather, and that in itself is a life lesson. I’ve learned that the definition of family is: a string theory based on “puzzle effects.” It has nothing to do with being able to donate blood to a kin. It has everything to do with giving survival a purpose.
If it weren’t for the people who I dearly love — the ones who can send hugs from a distance — I wouldn’t be here. I also learned that I still love an old love, and I know very well why we broke up. Regardless of being mature, I’m still quite young. I don’t mind it though, because that just means that I still have time to grow. Strangely, I learned this all from a blue sweater and a cute face that I don’t think I’ll ever see again. I’m happy as long as I keep loving those who I keep close to heart and that they reciprocate. 

I didn’t want to be at my house, so I’m at work with my laptop and paperwork. I decided to go to the staff room for some small talk and coffee after playing Chopin for a ghostly friend. A co-worker was explaining why he had to take off a few more days for the holidays. His father, who is sixty-nine-years-old, left this town, Regina, Saskatchewan, for some type of visitation. I’m inferring that he had previous heart problems, considering he has a pacemaker to make sure that his heart doesn’t stop at night. False cells in his atrium (not sure which one) of his heart were mimicking the function of pumping, so there was twice as much the activity. He underwent surgery. In the end, the surgeon poked a hole in his heart, which is a 1-2% chance. While recovering from that, he experienced a stroke, which is a one in one thousandth chance as an effect. Later, he and his wife continued on the road for their last stop, Edmonton, Alberta. Halfway there, he felt chest pains. His wife drove through the night until she reached a hospital in Edmonton. A tube that was poked down his esophagus left an infected hole from the previous surgery. Edibles consumed were toxic to digestion. The next surgery consisted of going through his back, breaking open his ribs, dispensing the food, and repairing his esophagus. As many other unfortunate events take place, he is in the hospital nearing death. His wife is staying at her son’s house in Edmonton. My co-worker plans to go out there for Christmas.